how do i fucking do this - 15/07/2026 - 21:00

so i wanna add a comments section to each of my blog posts, but i dont know how to even code it, or make it without paying an obscene amount of money for whatver bullshit hosting service some "scenecore" poser making overly complicated neocities tutorials recommends

im also aware theres the risk of fuckwits like soyteens coming in and calling me a trooner or some shit. unrelated but as nice as summer is, one of the things i absolutely fucking hate about it is how late it gets dark outside, like its nearly 9pm as im writing this and it still looks like its the middle of the day outside, and it wont get dark for another like 2 and a half hours

anyway, im pretty sure im left to figure out this whole comments section thing by myself, it'll probably be a massive waste of time though since people dont really care about neocities pages that arent overly complicated artsy galleries made by liberal radqueers drawing obese school shooter ocs

small update - 13/07/2026 - 01:34

haiiiii sorry for the lack of blog posts for nearly 3 months, though i dont know why im apologizing for something that probably nobody really cares or knows about. i added a discography section for the shit i put out over the past year or so, though its not exactly a good first impression for my music, is it?

in other news, im seeing butchers harem + sodoma gomora live on july 26th if everything goes well. i'll post some videos if i can be bothered to record, thats not exactly guaranteed though especially since some balding overweight czech man wearing a desade shirt will probably be obscuring my view while i die from the heat since the czech republic is hot as hell during this time of year.

thats all, thanks!

important kind of? - 30/04/2026 - 01:39

hello!!!!!!!!! im not making this announcement on my newgrounds since i dont trust people not to have extremely high expectations since idk if anything is gonna come of this. but what i wanna say is that im revisiting an idea for a show i had in like, 2023, and i am now redeveloping it!!! i lost pretty much everything from the first draft like a year or two ago sadly but its probably for the better that im forced to restart from scratch since in 2023 i was doing stupid bullshit like impersonating school principals online

i wont reveal the few details i have yet, since ive learned not to make the mistake of announcing something to the general public again, but its pretty generic so dont get excited. i'll probably actually get around to working on animation when i get a version of flash that doesnt require me to bend over backwards for decent sounding audio

thank you!

wank of death cd!!! - 20/04/2026 - 14:04

hello!!! today i finally received my cd of wank of death in the post, im so happy! i may have had to send an email several months after it was meant to arrive, but it was worth it! ^.^

now you may be wondering, why did i make this post? to brag? i mean mostly to celebrate but if you wanna look at it that way i guess, i just like showing things im happy about! swift also threw in an additional cd of erotic stories written in blood, im very happy about that! but... i already have erotic stories written in blood, again swift was very very nice to include an extra cd, but im probably just gonna sell it or trade it with someone for another butchers harem cd, at the moment im looking for snuff porn gore, if you have that please contact me! my email is pawmidi@gmail.com, pls be serious thank you!!!